Hey fuckers !

I'm down here at the big ol main u and let me tell you...i can't find anything ! My internet doesn't work...(I'm on Ashleys computer) my textbooks arent in, ones sold out...did I mention I took very difficult classes because I'm a moron ? Also my lovely lofted bed is missing one important thing...a guard rail. So if I roll off and die during the night...I love you guys. In good news, me and Ash haven't killed each other yet. I did pull a knife on her yesterday though. Also we got a pretty big dorm room..which is a huge plus.  I have totally abandoned full sentences or any form of correct punctuation in this entry. in fact it reads quite horribly but i just dont give a rats ass. I hate typing on these laptops shift is just another key to push and im to lazy to do it. i miss my kittys . strange men keep talking to me. ashleys damn jeans are on the dvd player...what a whore !!!! I hate messes ! i like all the people down here minus the strange men. im going to buy some pepper spray so i can go out late at night . i think im just going to spray people for the hell out of it, in case no one trys to mug or rape me because i hate to buy something and not get any use out of it. anyways, we are comstock hall come visit us. also they play free movies here..and there new ones, too ! isnt that bad ass ? not really to you maybe but in my limited world its pretty cool. i dont know how people go to college and get fat. I've been starving my ass off since we got here. I cant find a decent meal anywhere. at least not one i can afford. alright im done rambling talk to you biatchs later

Currently Reading In Her Shoes : A Novel By Jennifer Weiner see related

I'm off to school !Well not yet, but in 4 days.

I'm very excited, but of course a little nervous too. I've bought almost everything I need, but I'm positive I'm going to forget at least a dozen things. As much as I wouldnt want to go back to Denfeld, its seriously crazy to realize that I'm not going back. As bad as last year was sometimes, I still think I'll miss it a little. In other important news I would just like to announce that for the 1st time in history Ashley Karon has not won something she attempted to. Crazy I know. Ashely wins everything, she's the luckiest fucker I know. But she did not win a loft in the loft lottery. Sad because this is going to make arranging the room difficult. But I'm not to worried because since she always wins chances are she'll get one anyways somehow. I also have to admit that I miss my boyfriend very much and am seriously stressing about the long distance relationship thing. ( I'm pessimisstic) But I truly think if anyone can make it work, we can.  At least that's what I keep telling myself. If anyones ever interested in coming to visit me. (Which you should be since I'm a excellent hostess) I'd love it and you should let me know. Even if you don't know me that well and you want to check out the school. Because I seriously wish I'd done something like that, I kind of blindly decided where to go. I think I 'm happy with my choice though. Anyway, I hope you all have a great rest of your summer (like all 3 days of it) and good luck !

To Lauren Henderson whom I dearly love: If you even try to transfer I'll kill you biatch!

Hello !

Well I haven't updated in awhile, but hey it just so happens I've actualy had somewhat of a life lately so I havent been able to sit at the computer long enough to think of something to type in this damn thing.

Nothing much has been going on in my life. I've been working a lot, but haven't seen many people I know lately. Where are you guys ? Do you know how to read ? Geez. Buy a fricking book and visit me ! Luckily, I managed to miss the Harry Potter Party, I had to work in the morning but at least I missed all the crazed demon kids in their capes and wizard hats. Nothing against the book, however. I will be reading that within the week. I dont care what anyone says, Harry Potter is my hero.But the Harry Potter movies do suck balls, excuse my langauge.

I hate how people always go to movies instead of reading the book. No offense seriously though, no one better leave me mean messages defending their laziness. I know a lot of people do it so maybe I'm missing something. But what ever happened to reading and using your OWN imagination ? I guess thats what movie producers are for.

When I was in St. Cloud this weekend I have to say I saw the saddest thing ever. A drive thru Krispy Kreme. Now sorry for the 1000000000 people I'm about to piss off but...HOW DISGUSTING ARE YOU HONESTLY ? You can't even walk to get the fucking donuts ? Holy shit. Honestly, while I love my donuts, I'd at least try to make up a little bit for consuming 12 donuts by walking in to get them.

On a hypocritical note, I can't wait till the state fair, I'm gonna eat till I puke ! Seriously. I do.

I hope you all are having a great summer

My car accident extravaganza !

Well here it goes for those of you who do not know:

On June 3rd, the last day of school I was in not one but TWO car accidents. On the day that should have been the happiest of my life, it well, ended up being the worst, hands down. On the way home from school after the parking lot smoke-a-thon, I was turning into morgan park, and just a mere block from my home when I looked in the rearview mirror and realized I was going to get rear-ended and there was nothing I could do about it. I screamed, the girl hit the back of my car, which pushed me into on coming traffic, and caused me to hit another car. Needless to say, the Buicks totaled, me and Tony are sore, and I'm a nervous wrekc but other than that, its all good.

THAT IS UNTIL ABOUT 5 HOURS LATER

Now I'm driving my mothers new Monte Carlo and feeling pretty special but still shook up. We're now on our way to Denfeld to meet Ashley so we can follow her out to Wisconsin Point. All of the sudden the guy in the lane next to me on the freeway stops dead. So the guy behind him swerves into my lane to avoid him. I miss him, and am freaking out,and about 5 seconds later Mr. Drunk who stopped dead in the road comes up behind me and takes out a chunk of the drivers side bumper. Needless to say he doesnt stop. So thanks you drunkin ass hole. No doubt people who pull hit and runs go to hell.

To make a long story short. Although neither of these accidents were my fault(suprising, I know) I'm terrified to drive and paranoid 24/7. Hopefully I'll get over that within the next 6 to 10 years.

I just wanted to share my traumatic experiance with you. Have a nice day and be careful driving because you never know when every other driver on the road is going to be out to get you.

Today, I would like to share with you my innermost personal feelings.

Today after school I needed to give Tony a ride home. As we pulled into the alley behind his house I noticed a foreign vehicle half blocking my entry.  I look at the car and see a ton of guys and a farmiliar face suddenly duck behind the steering wheel, who is it, you ask?

None other than Tony's whore of an ex-girlfriend. My first thoughts ?

IM GONNA KILL THIS BITCH

At this moment folks, I felt truly ghetto.  I wanted nothing more than to beat the piss out of this pathetic skank. Tony using brute force did not allow this, but had he released me I feel I'd be in jail calling my parents at this time, instead of writing to you in my xanga.

After closely studying her though ( I started at her with my dirtiest looks) I noticed that I had nothing to be upset/worried about, at least I hope not. She looks like a meth head, and no doubt smells like one too. Which leads me to believe by pounding her face, I might have improved her looks, and therefore would have been doing her a favor. So I'm rather glad I didn't, as I hate the bitch and don't want to do her any favors.

As it turns out, the stupid whore was picking up Tony's brother. Which makes me laugh, because, isn't that kinda incestual in a way ? What is this, all in the family ?

I wish that the skank bitch would read this, but since she probably can't read, I doubt it will happen.

So in conclusion, I may feel immature and obsessive for writing this later, but who cares ? And also, you never know how much you care for someone until their dirty ex shows up at their house.

The End